Unsettled Desires

i sit and i think
i write plans and erase

I stand up firm
the need to get going..
decisions to make
time is less i guess

a fire rushes in me.
fiery at times
makes me jump in action

i just want to run 
ahead of the times...

then, a slight wind comes..
and the thoughts settle down
i sit back..
i wait, i relax
the time will come...
i hope, i see..

the silence of ocean in me !

it will happen
it will occur one day..

in my direction will the winds flow
the grass will be greener on my way

flowers will bloom
the nights will be day........

To be contd....

Belated Love !!

Ruining emotions
heavy mind

unspoken desires
a lost world

a dilemma
a shock

a surprise
an unpleasant one
or is it ??

dumbstruck
speechless
confused
soul-less

questions unanswered
words unspoken

a welled up heart
waiting to flow meaningless tears