Pain of Love !!

These waves of emotions surprise me
When I look at them as a third person
What does this head do to the heart
Or is it the other way round ?
Heart to head torture !!
 
Want to strangle the weaker one
Or give it a slow poison
To make it dead forever
As the frail one clutches the stronger one
And just doesn’t let go !!
 
Thoughts arise and hold a big space in my mind
Grabbing me tightly with the barbed wires
Poking each and every pore of my body
As I fight to get out of those !!
 
Lying down in the pool of blood I see..
That the only way out is not from inside,
An outsider has to come and remove these thorns
And relieve me of the incessant pain of love..
 
Or No, am i wrong ?
Is it from deep within me ,
the key to the lock ?
Neither by my body
nor by an outsider..
I perhaps have to Let go myself,
 
My soul has to strive for,
what my mind cant endure !!